Raiting: NC - 17
Genre: Romance, Angst, Humor, Smut (occasionally), Sci-fi
Warning: Mpreg, Sci-fi, Suicidal thoughts and actions
Disclamer: I just wish I´d own them *sniff*. I only own the plot and Sho. And Kei~
Summary (for this chapter): Yuya is hesitating something. And asks his okaasan's help!
A.N. This chapter is in two pieces, and here is the first part. It became so long that I had to 'chop it' a little... or else my beta would have killed me :/ Here's a little Sho- update also...
Arigato
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aquatica88for beta-ing and spending your precious time with this fic <3
Chapter 17 (part 1) ^_^
Yuya laid on his stomach on the white sheets, panting hard. A couple of rounds of rough sex with Kota, and he was ready to 'visit Osaka' again. He felt the older one's hand caressing his back and lips pressing against his shoulder. Yuya couldn't help it but smile.
“I miss you already, Ya – chan”, the older one whispered into his ear.
Ya – chan. How he loved that nickname Kota had descried to him. The younger one giggled and turned himself around, facing his boyfriend.
“I haven't even left yet”, he said and glanced the alarm clock. “But my bus leaves in 50 minutes. We have to get up, Ko - kun”
But Kota just grabbed Yuya's waist, pulling the younger one on top of him.
“Not yet, Ya – chan~. Can't you take a later bus?” Kota pulled him in a soft kiss.
“I'm... afraid that... I can't. Okaasan... will... “
But Yuya got too lost in the kiss that he forgot what he was about to say. He gasped as he felt Kota's hand sliding up his thigh and side. How does he do it? He thought. How can he be so tempting all the time? All he have to do is to look at me and I'm ready to jump in his arms right away. Yuya glanced at the clock again.
“No really... Ko – kun... I still... need to pack”
Just then Kota's mobile phone rang. Yuya got off the older one, looking at him for a moment while he answered the phone. The younger one took this as a opportunity to start his packing. He quickly dressed up and began to put all his important clothes into his backbag. While getting his toothbrush from the bathroom, Kota had already finished his call.
“That was Hikaru. He said that the manager wants to meet us today”, Kota said while putting his pants on.
“What? Again?” Yuya came out from the bathroom and continued his packing. “Is he trying to stop us to have a personal life?”
“Maybe... “, Kota put his shirt on and walked over to the younger one, embracing him from behind. “But he's not gonna stop us”
He slid his hands on the younger one's hips and Yuya shivered, ready to rip off every single piece of clothe they were wearing.
“Yo – you should be going to that meeting and I try to catch my bus”, he tried to steady his breaths.
“What about my farewell kiss?”
Yuya slowly turned around and pressed their lips together in a craving kiss. He used his whole body to insinuate the older one how much he misses him already. Kota's hands slid from the younger one's waist to his ass, squeezing it tightly. Yuya gasped softly and tilted his head backwards. “Ko – kun...”
“Don't be away too long”, Kota whispered, nibbed Yuya's neck once and then let him go, making his way to the door. Before leaving the hotel room he winked his eye at the younger one, slowly closing the door behind him.
Yuya just stood still, trying to calm himself down. He didn't know how long he had stared that door 'cause before he realized it, the light appeared in that one special corner. Yuya quickly packed the rest of his stuff and literally ran in to the light.
~~«««~~
“Welcome back!” Hideoshi – san said to him, when Yuya passed the time window and entered the laboratory. “How is it going in there?”
“Pretty well~”, Yuya giggled.
“Good. You want me to drive you home?”
“No thanks, I can walk. You just... keep doing your work”
Yuya was still limping a bit, but he had figured out how to cover it up from everyone else. While walking he bounced a little on every second step; it was so natural for him that no one ever suspected a thing.
On his way home his phone beeped for a new text message.
You should have seen the look on the others faces when I showed up here. Why didn't you tell me I dressed my shirt inside out and my hair looked like a bird's nest? *pout*
Yuya laughed aloud and few passers looked at him curiously.
Well I was too busy feeling your hands on my ass the whole time ;) and your call with Hikaru wasn't a short one either...
Aww, is my Ya – chan jealous~?
No. Why should I be?
That's the point. This is HIKARU we're talking about. I mean any rational person would outstrip that guy immediately
Now you're just being mean~
Okay maybe a little xD But believe me, I would never change you for him or any other member of our band <3
*giggle* Good. 'Cause no one could ever satisfy me as good as you can ;)
Tease~. Talking things like that while being far away, so can't possibly do you right now
*giggle* Just pointing out the facts. Was that too hard for you~?
In this situation, yes ;) Hey when you come back, maybe we can try something new that will indulge us both even better *wink*
Yuya stared at the message. Something new? Even better?? Wasn't Kota enjoying the sex enough? Yuya really didn't know what to think so his answer was a very short one:
Maybe :)
~~«««~~
Finally he got home, shouting 'Tadaima' in the hallway but didn't get any answer. Wondering where everyone had gone, he decided to check upstairs. On his way he peeked in the kitchen, finding his parents. Kame was sitting on Jin's lap, kissing his husband's jawline and wrapping his arms behind the backrest of the chair. Yuya had to take a double check to believe what he saw.
Just then Kame raised his gaze and saw Yuya standing at the doorway, mouth open. “Yuya – chan?!” he quickly pulled apart and let Jin's arms free.
“Gomen ne!” Yuya covered his eyes with his hand and walked away, to upstairs. He went to his room, finding Kei laying on the bed and reading a magazine.
“Oniisan! Okaeri”, he smiled.
“Hey Kei! Where're the twins?”
“In their room, watching TV”
“What? And you're not with them? Geez, that's rare~” Yuya mocked his younger brother and threw his backbag beside the bed. “So... any hopes that I can get the bed this time?”
Kei just looked at him amusedly. “In your dreams. Your mattress is right over there”, he pointed one corner.
Yuya just sighed and propagated the mattress on the floor, sitting on it and bounced a few times. He then pouted, trying to look rueful. “Onegai Kei~. This mattress almost killed my back last time”
“Sorry for your loss”, Kei giggled.
Yuya sighed and crossed his arms on his chest. “This sucks. Why can't I use the guest room?”
“Have you seen it lately? It's full of junk. I think okaasan is trying to avoid cleaning it -”
“Yuya – chan!”
Yuya heard Jin calling him and opened the door, peeking outside. “Yes?”
“Go help your okaasan in the kitchen, be so kind”
“Okay!”
Yuya bounced to the kitchen where Kame was preparing dinner. “You need help?”
Kame turned his head to face his son. “Yeah, could you prepare the rice? That would help a lot”
Yuya then walked to a ambry, taking the sack of rice out.
“About... what you saw earlier - “, Kame tried to explain but Yuya interrupted him.
“Okaasan, I'm not 15 anymore. I know what was going on”, he tried to smile and could swear he heard Kame sighing in relief. Suddenly he remembered Kota's message and glared at his okaasan. Should I? Kame was the only person he could think of, who has experience about these kinds of things. “Ano... now that you mentioned the whole thing... “, Yuya felt himself blushing. This is so embarrassing! But I have to ask! “... how do you... “ Oh god I'm gonna die of this humiliation! “... keep otoosan satisfied?”
The knife Kame was holding slipped from his hand and landed in the sink. “Wh – what?
“Umm never mind! It's just that.... in Johnny's, I'm kind of... seeing someone” Yuya wanted to run away but his legs didn't obey him. Kame looked at him inquiring. “And I'm just... afraid that he might... be... bored with me already”
“And assuming that you're asking ME about this...”
“Yeah, I'm bottomed”
“As I expected”, Kame looked out the window. “So... who is he?”
Yuya hesitated a little before answering: “Don't freak out now but... it's Kota”
Kame's eyes widened and he looked at his son with astonishment. “Ya – Yabu – kun?! How... when...?”
“Not sure. It just happened”, Yuya lied.
“How long?”
“Few months now”
“And you two have... “
“Yeah”
There was a short silence between them and Yuya was feeling more awkward than before.
“Well what makes you feel that he's getting bored with you?” Kame asked and sat on a chair.
“He... may have hinted it”, Yuya said hesitatingly and sat as well. He took his mobile phone from his pocket and showed the message to his okaasan.
After reading it, Kame chuckled: “So the old 'something new' – explanation. Your otoosan used that one also, when we were younger”
“What did you do then?”
“I got even with him”, Kame smirked as he recalled the whole incident again. “I made him so jealous by not noticing him, and gave all my attention to Koki. After a few days he was practically crawling back, begging for forgiveness”
Yuya watched Kame with astonishment. “You're saying that it really works?”
“It worked on your otoosan, so it has to work on Yabu – kun too!” Kame laughed. Then he remembered something. “Wait here”, he said and left the room. After a few minutes, he came back with a small pile of papers in his hands. “I kind of knew that you would become pretty much similar with me, so I saved these for you”, he showed the papers to Yuya. “Here are all the 'tricks' I've used over these years. I used to chronicle them”
“Really??” Yuya was excited and tried to took the papers from his okaasan but Kame didn't gave them to him; just shove his hands away.
“But first we need to talk about something that's been bugging us all for a long time”, Kame said, his face turning very serious all of the sudden. “When you first left, two years ago, do you remember what you left behind?”
Yuya thought for a moment. “But... I said I was sorry, not to inform you properly”
“Not us”, Kame rubbed his temples, sighing. “Don't you remember your best friend? Your first boyfriend? Sho?”
“...Sho...?” Yuya's expression turned into a blank one and he stared down the floor. “Oh right, Sho. I wonder... what he's doing nowdays?”
“He got very depressed when you left and quitted school. He has also visited five different professional helpers, not recovering at all though. His mother said that she hadn't even seen him smiling for over a year now”
Yuya was still looking down. “All that... because I didn't feel the same way as he did”
“Well did you ever tell that to him?”
“No. I was too scared... that I might hurt his feelings”
“I knew we should have talked about this much earlier... “, Kame sighed and rubbed his temples again. “He's at the main hospital this week; still in scrutiny every now and then. Please, go see him”
“Maybe I should... “
A silence came between them again, before Yuya's phone started to ring. “It's Kota”
Now, Kame gave the papers to him and wished him good luck: “Go for it!”
Yuya grabbed the papers and answered the phone, running out from the kitchen; he really didn't want his okaasan to hear this call.
To be continued...
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